这已经不是我第一次做这种题材了,但每一次做都有着不一样的感受,更多的是感觉不可思议,很难想象世界在精神病患者眼里是这样的,或者那样的,似乎当我们用他们的角度去看问题时,世界观真的会瞬间崩塌,因为我们“正常人”真的有点理解不了。
但谁真谁假,又有何人知道呢?!
即使是“正常人”,人与人之间的世界观都是不同的,但至少,A是A,B是B,C是C,这是不会改变的,我们觉得这是客观存在的东西,当一大群人都把“A当A,B当B,C当C”时,那么这理所当然应该作为一种约定俗成的社会准则,我们谓之“正常”(或“常态”)。
但在精神病患者眼里,A可以是A,亦可以是B,或C,甚至D,那么他们错了吗?不知道。
本次话题译自Reddit网
@satanshonda:Had a patient with lewy body dementia. Not schizophrenia, but produced horrific hallucinations. I was working noc shift (10 p.m. to 6 a.m.) and my office was close to her room. She would scream and scream and scream all night long......(内容太长,为不影响阅读,已作省略)
@satanshonda:我曾认识一个路易体痴呆患者,她不是精神分裂症患者,但是会产生可怕的幻觉,当时我正上NOC班(晚上10点到早上6点),我的办公室离她的房间很近,她会整晚尖叫、尖叫、尖叫......我会走过去和她坐在一起,问她是否有什么事情让她感到害怕,她说她看见有人在她房间角落的阴影里,她听见他们在笑,看到他们的脸轮廓分明,她感觉到有老鼠在她身上爬来爬去,感觉到它们在爬进她的身体,虐待她,从里面撕咬她,然后从她的眼睛里爬出来。
她很漂亮,你可以和她进行清晰的对话,谈吐间散发着一种你难以置信的幽默感,她知道她所经历的是幻觉,但对她而已,这没有任何帮助,最终,她无法辨别什么是真的,什么是假的,她在几个月前去世了,我和她一起工作了两年,(现在)每天都想念她。
@guessimlost:The worst one was a man on all fours, naked, with a pit bull head made of skin and it walked at me.The only auditory thing I have heard clearly has been an "I love you". I heard it beside my ear and no one was near.
@guessimlost:(我经历过)最糟糕的是看到一个全身赤裸,四肢着地的男人,他的头是牛皮做的,他朝我走来;我唯一听得清清楚楚的是一句在我耳旁响起的“我爱你”,但附近根本就没人。
@Dieselite:The scariest I've ever had is just people calling my name from another room when I know I'm the only person in the house.
@Dieselite:我所经历过的最可怕的事情就是有人在另一个房间呼唤我的名字,但家里只有我一个人在。
@idk_just_bored:I was in school, like, 10th grade, and I'd heard voices for a bit now, to the point that I was almost getting used to the fact that I hear things others don't. I remember getting up from my desk to use the toilet, and when I got out of the room......(内容太长,为不影响阅读,已作省略)
@idk_just_bored:我在学校上10年级的时候,已经开始听到一些声音了,以至于(后来)我几乎已经习惯了能听到一些别人听不到的声音这个事实。
(有一次)我记得我从离开桌子去上厕所,当我离开教室时,我看到了一个没有脸的男人,他就站在我前面,起初我以为是我产生幻觉了,所以我眨了眨眼,晃了晃头,然后再看时,他走了......他不可能在如此空荡寂静的走廊里走动而不让我听到,但是他真的走了......我继续去洗手间,虽然仍觉得这有点奇怪,但并没有想太多,我甚至对自己开玩笑说:“现在我也能看到东西了,哈哈。”
但是当我去到洗手间时,他又站在门口了......我停下来,凝视了他一秒钟(也许更长),内心充满好奇,然后我想:“好吧,也许他只是戴着口罩或其它什么东西......”
我问他是否可以让我进去上厕所,但是另一个孩子出来问我在和谁说话,他居然直接穿过了那个无脸男......我呆站着,那个孩子也很奇怪地看着我,然后走开了......
接着无脸男让我走了过去,我进去后,他跟着我进了洗手间,我一直不敢把视线从他身上移开,几秒钟后,一个女孩走了进来,当我注意到她也没有脸的时候,我告诉她:“你进错洗手间了。”结果他们俩都开始向我走来,那时我感到非常害怕,赶紧躲进一个厕所坑里,大喊大叫,直到学校工作人员来我才出来......
在那以后,他们经常出现(即使我从那毕业并搬离那里,但无论我在哪里,他们都会出现),但是他们从不做任何事情,所以我不知道该怎么做,但厕所那一次真的把我吓得够呛。
@i-touched-morrissey:My dad was schizoaffective and bipolar. He killed himself after a 3 day stay in a mental hospital. He told a someone before he went to the hospital he looked in the mirror and saw a demon. Does this mean he really thought he was a demon?
@i-touched-morrissey:我爸爸是精神分裂症和躁郁症患者,他在精神病院呆了三天之后自杀了,他跟别人讲,在他去医院之前,他在镜子里看到了一个魔鬼,这是否意味着他真的认为自己是恶魔?
@thegirlfromthestars:One of the veins in my eye was actually a worm that was eating my brain and thats why i had headaches.
@thegirlfromthestars:我眼里看到的一条血管实际上是一条蠕虫,它正在吃我的大脑,这就是我头疼的原因。
@eaterofcuredmeats:My friend in college was schizophrenic. We were once hanging out in his dorm room at night (maybe 11pm/midnight) and he got up to go to the bathroom... He opened the door and stopped, staring at the empty hallway......(内容太长,为不影响阅读,已作省略)
@eaterofcuredmeats:我的大学朋友有精神分裂症,有一次我去他宿舍玩,一直待到很晚,差不多十一二点时,他起身去上厕所,开门后却突然呆住了,眼睛直勾勾地盯着空荡荡的走廊,他叫我去门那里看看是不是有奇怪的东西在,我说没有。他又问我有没有听到什么,我也说没有,但是他说他听到走廊尽头有人在哭泣或吵架之类的,而且他看到走廊漆黑一片,但事实上走廊明亮着。
@DistressedCarbon:I'm not schizophrenic but I get psychotic episodes. My hallucinations tend to stick to one sense but sometimes kind of bleed into eachother......(内容太长,为不影响阅读,已作省略)
@DistressedCarbon:我不是精神分裂症患者,但我有时候会有点神经质(可能是想说神经紧张),我的幻觉倾向于一种感觉,但有时候会互相渗透,我经常产生幻觉,我想(经历过)最可怕的是见到一具躺在我卧室地板上的“尸体”,他正在喘气......对我来说,当我产生幻觉时,每一种感觉都有着不同的影响。
@pringle-prangle:Somebody I knew back in high school had schizophrenia, but was taking medication for it. She accidentally skipped a dose once and she came to school hysterical that she didn't want to go back home because she heard someone chewing human meat under her bed. Human meat. How does one even know what that sounds like?
@pringle-prangle:我高中时认识的一个人患有精神分裂症,但她一直有在服药,有一次她不小心少服了一剂药,她歇斯底里地来到学校,说她不想回家,因为她听到有人在她床底下吃人肉......人肉?她怎么知道那听起来像什么?